I went to a bar tonight and got hit on by a ton of guys, none of them I was able to pursue. The thing is they were all really cute too. I was too tired and my libido is gone- i could barely articulate. Fuck you brain fog, fuck you Lyme.
I hope i crave male attention again soon. I honestly do miss it.
Eve since I got weaned off of my antidepressant I’ve been having recurring anxiety- nothing too bad, but it’s good that I am at least aware of it. I’ve noticed that eating well and being able to separate myself from the worries (music, distraction, etc) really helps. I hope my vitamins help too. Stay happy everyone :)
I was on Plaquenil for two years and my vision stayed 20/15. Just make sure you get a check-up every 3 months if you do decide to take it. Cheers
That’s awesome that it worked for you! The only reason why I am cautious to take Plaquenil is because I am a visual artist, and there are other options out there- I would not want to take something that has the potential to compromise my work unless it were the only option. I am already on two antibiotics so my doctors think that this is enough for now, and I have been making modifications in my diet. I really hope I continue to progress. Hope you are doing well! :)
I’m feeling a little better. Other people have been commenting that I have more life to me. I’m still tired but I hope this is a turning point. Been trying to eat more protein too. I hope it helps me in the long run.
I’m also getting a custom made vitamin containing all of the things I need to help with my deficiencies. it should be ready in a week or two. It will be nice because this way I won’t have to take all of these extra supplements, just one. I really hope it helps me. I was supposed to start Plaquenil but the possibility of losing my vision scares me, so I’m not taking it after all. it isn’t worth it.
In the meantime ive been trying to enjoy myself and not stress too much. How is everyone else doing?
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I use two fans from either sides of my room so that I can still use my blanket
Thanks so much for the tip! I’ve only had my weighted blanket this past year so I haven’t had to deal with the heat that much, when it started getting warm I was like “ohhh shit…” haha. But I’ve also heard that if you set a bowl of ice near a fan it circulates the cold air so I may try that as well. At least the heat will make me sweat so that will get rid of Lyme toxins I guess? haha
I feel much better. The only sugary thing I’ve had today is a banana. I’m not actually adding any additional antibiotics into my treatment regime as i’d originally anticipated, so I will try to eat as healthfully as I can in the meantime. I am, however, getting a custom made vitamin to help with some deficiencies so I hope that makes me feel better.
I hope things work out. I wish everyone else fighting Lyme the best, and a smooth, happy recovery. sending my love